I will win!!

No matter how strong you are. No matter how infectious you are. No matter when you are going to attack me. No matter how you are going to attack me. I will not lose. I will not be dominated by you. I will conquer you. Because, you are nothing compare to me. You are nothing to what I have been through. This is just easy. I'm the one who brings miracle. To stun you. To shock you. To startle you. To make your mouth opened wide... If you fuck me hard, I will suck you harder. We will see who will be the last man standing. To me, mountains are nothing. The sunlight is not that bright and brilliant anymore... Because I was built. I was made. I was fertilised. I was civilised. By experiences. By time. By thoughts. By facts. By whatever you have done to me. You will be engulfed without even knowing it. You will be diminished. And... I will win!!

(Ps... just ignore me ><)

The Lost One...

Recently, I feel lost. I feel lost in the sense that I don't know what am I doing right now... It is as if I was left in the middle of a deserted island and yelping for help, only to receive echoes of my of my unanswered cry. No one is going to get me out of my adversity, leaving me in the middle of nowhere. Waiting time to pass by... Waiting memories to flush away... Waiting my youth to fade off. This reminds me of Robinson Crusoe, a character of a novel who was also left on an isolated island after the shipwrecked. The good thing is I don't have to encounter those cannibals and acting like a killing machine.

I am gradually losing my shines. I am unable to take charge of my life now. I am not the one I used to be. I have changed? In a good or bad way? That is the issue I have and need to ponder. I think that is what we will face when we are out of our comfort zone right? Okay, let's put a stop here. There is no use to cry for the moon. Thing that is destined to happen will happens and what I can do is to receive it with open hands and positive thinking. Adios~~