Obituary

It has been a long time since I blogged last time. In the mean time, many things had happened and really changed my life and my perspectives on life. It started well from working to... I think most of you knew what it was. Hmm, I guess that is what we call the twist in life right? Here is what I feel for the lost love:

You were like my idol
You gave life to me
You showered me with copious love and care
You protected me from all hazards.

Sometimes
We bickered and I always had you exasperated
Albeit I did not mean to
But we will be fine then.

As both of us grew older
And separated far apart
Even when you weren't near me
You were always in my heart.

Nothing could describe my joy
When I found that you loved me
And nothing can describe my pain
When I found that I'm not by your side during the sunset of your life.

But fate was cruel, it is unkind
It made you go away
I knew that you could not return
No matter how much I pray.

The sun will continue to shine
With its rays that are so bright
However, inside my darkened world
Nothing feels right.

Now I'm standing by myself
Mourning all alone
Reminiscing on all our times together
And all the love you've shown.

I will always love you
You, who was my first and my last until the end.